Reinvented

After Jack I was messed up I mean I loved him. What I should of done is try move on and not take it too personally but what I did was become someone else. I was someone slutty and gross someone I no longer like so I have told them to move out and leave old Kate alone to stand on her own, find her own feet in this big messed up world and you know what? I'm doing just fine :)
I just have to remember to stay true to myself and that I can do just fine on my own.
I will keep on smiling.
: D

You.

I think you are beautiful.
I think you are cute.
I think you are sweet.
I think you are kind.
I know you are hurt.
I know you don't like me.
I know I miss you.
I know I want you.
And I know I would treat you right.
How I wish you could see the potential, the potential of you and me.
Its like a book elegantly bound but in a language that you can't read, just yet.

WERTCYVBUINMO<

After all of last night waiting for school it was a real let down :/ maybe i should stop getting excited about things.
Ryan and Nick caught my bus in the morning and we all go coffee, that was nice.
I like a girl....
She is beautiful....
;)

Guess what?

I'm back!
Couldn't stay away now I'm not just bored but hungry haha and Mother took the bread out of my room -___-
RAWR msn is kinda entertaining me but still kinda failing at the same time haha.
God it is only 11:29 how time ticks by so slowly.
I should just suck it up and go to sleep haha.
NIGHT!

I'm bored

I know I should sleep but my mind is wide awake, my eyes are trying to shut but the light in my head burns to bright so I continue to aimlessly text a drunk Ryan and blog. I want tomorrow to come faster so I have something to do haha. I want to see Yssie after reading though her blog It made me miss her, she is so cute ^.^.
What to do? What to do?
Ill give msn a shot.
As Ryan's messages get harder to read I get more restless.
OH! Now Michelle is texting, she can join the sleepless party.
Even Mischa has been asleep for hours.
I have now looked though all my photos from the weekend hahah look how red my eyes are ;}
I should end this blog but then I know I will just be writing another post in about half an hour :/.
Kate needs... A lover... Hmmm o.0
End?

Blah

I changed up the look of my blog.. Fun stuff.
I'm looking forward to school tomorrow and I don't know why :) I'm enjoying life at the moment and It's nice not to be all emo about everything, now lets see how fast that can change.
They say you always love your first love I really hope this isn't true as I don't think I could handle that hahah.
I'm texting Ryan, he makes me smile... Good old drunken Ryry.
I miss (you) the holidays.
Yayyayya I saved just enough money for a coffee tomorrow morning so I get to see my coffee guy wooopee

The weekend...

Wow what a party tehe.

Friday: Beth and I stayed at Natalie's and got just a tad 'happier' than usual ;) It was very fun even if I did just sit there making arab jokes and playing Neopet games add me btw I'm katiepie791 :)

Saturday: Natalie stayed at mine and we got 'happy' and drunk a bottle of bourbon. It was crazy fun.
Photos from the night.




Sunday: Went shopping with my clothing money : D Bought... A white v-neck t-shirt with a camera on it, this cardigan styled shirt, a cardigan I have wanted for ages and ages some red and black tights and this amazing trench coat that was on sale for only $109 : D