New me

The gym is great I some how spent two and a half hours there today and I feel amazing.
Everybody there is so nice and caring!!!!!
I'm so glad I decided to join.

Nicenes

Today I bought some really amazing tops :)
One was white with a dazed looking hippy girl on it.
Two was a baggy purple T with a dream catcher on it.
Three was a T-shirt dress with two really detailed birds on it :).
Finally my wardrobe is normal size, it took ages to build up all the clothes I chucked last time.

My blog at this moment

I'm going to re-do my blog as it is boring and pointless, I'm going to make it easier on the eyes and full of interesting content.
:) I wish myself luck.

It's true she says

I have been thinking a lot lately, about the people and things in my life.
I have realized that I am very lucky in many ways not just in the material possessions I own but with the few people I really choose to let in.
I have also been thinking about life a lot, what I want to become, how I want my children to become and I have concluded that I really don't give myself enough credit for the way I have turned out.
I'm getting over my fear of people not liking me as I have been seeing more faults in the people I have been choosing to hangout with and decided to pick the people I choose to socialize with more carefully so I don't hurt them when I decide I no longer want to hang around with them.
So I will no longer be made felt small or self conscious by the immature people in my growing smaller social group.
I would much rather have a small group of friends that I truly love and trust with my life than a large group of lots of neutral friends that don't really mind if they lived without me.
I have done a really good job this year of growing up and realizing my potential and I am determined to keep these changes and continue to grow as a person.

Today

Ah new music!
Thom gave me 2 and a half days worth of music.
I'm going to be busy!

Thank god

For being in Andre's homebase!
Time for a change.

The song you wrote for me <3

Kate, I am stoned off my ass !
Kate, you send me soaring, oh so fast !
Kate,was that you I see flying past !
Man the sails! Climb the mast !
Why the fuck am I singing into this glass? (I was singing into a glass)

Kate, you are a mate to me !
Kate, you forgive me being late, gee !
Kate, would you considering dating me?
Kate, even if I were a but a little bee?
Kate, won't you come and climb a tree?
Where we could count to three..
Oh, so many stars we'd see..

Kate, I am stoned off my tits !
Kate, you stop me getting burnt like oven mits !
Kate, You pick me up when I fall in the pits !
Kate, even if you were a ditz !
Kate, I'd still laa' you to bitz !
Here's where I start reppin' britz..
Cos you blow me away like the blitz..

Kate, you are a mate to me !
Kate, you forgive me being late, gee !
Kate, will you consider dating me?
Kate, even if I were a but a little bee?
Kate, won't you come and climb a tree?
Where we could count to three..
Oh, so many stars we'd see..

Kate, you are T I A !
Kate, wish to be with you and let that time just stay !
Kate, like wow, sure am glad you came and said hey !
On that cold, cold, cold, cold fucking day !
Kate, when I was stoned and brought McD's with my pay !
Kate, there is this cool song by Bob Dylan called Lay Lady, Lay !
Kate, when's your birthday is it in the month of May?
Kate, it's not but holy shit, that would be gay !
Kate, then I'd have missed your birthday !
Shit, shit ! I am running out of words to say !
Kate, it's hard to rythym with words, eh?
Kate, this verse isn't applicable to the song, nay !

Kate, you are a mate to me !
Kate, you forgive me being late, gee !
Kate, would you considering dating me?
Kate, even if I were a but a little bee?
Kate, won't you come and climb a tree?
Where we could count to three..
Oh, so many stars we'd see..
So many fuckin' stars we'd see..
Let's put a boat to sea..
On which we could live and love and be..