I forgot

How good it felt to get lost in a book.
I just put it down after two hours of my eyes being glued to the pages of my favorite author.
I must read more often I feel refreshed, nun night.

something big and beautiful is going to happen to me says my horoscopes and I would really like to believe it but I have been having a lot of good luck these past few months so would that really be okay?
I have my fingers crossed.

As Winter melts into Spring any doubts that I once had about myself vanish.
=]

Sunshine

With the towel still rapped around me I stood outside and watched the birds fly in the distance, the sun just peking over the golden clouds with 'The Lucky One' playing in the background.
I was right today is going to be a good day.

A dream of togetherness
Turned into a brighter mess
A faint sign my spoken best
Now, now

Make way for the simple hours
No finding the time its ours
A fate or it's a desire
I know

So I was the lycky one
Reading letters, not writing them
Taking pictures of anyone
I know

So let the sunshine
So let the sunshine
So let the sunshine let it come
To show us that tomorrow is eventual
We know it when the day is done

You know who you are

You are my everything.
I love you so much and I always will.
I'm pretty sure you are the most beautiful girl on this planet and I don't even have to see all the rest to know.
Together forever yes?
xoxo Gossip Girl I mean Kate jwdjkhskhnlkxcn ILY

Today is the day.

Last night was fantastic but today will be the day.
The morning after a storm is always so beautiful and I'm making the most of it, with legs out the window and a coffee in my hand listening to Modest Mouse waiting for the others to wake.
I know who I am and I now know who I want to be.
Life is pretty fucking sweet, it always has been I just hadn't really opened my eyes even though I thought I had.

Leave me be

I wish you would get out of my head.
I don't remember my dreams but last night I remembered your face sitting beside me.
I also remember if you hadn't been giving me smokes I would of left.
Hahah I don't even like you in my dreams how sad.

Holidays over.

Trying to relax is hard when you have been out every night.
I have lit some candles and read my book but my mind keeps racing.
I'm craving coffee but I know that wont help.
Looks like ill just have to keep my head held high and keep on going like I have the last two weeks.
I have changed lots these few weeks, I am much more dependent.
Much more strong.
Fuck summer Ill pass for spring right now.
Nun night.

Tired

Haha road trips are nice even if it is only a short trip to try find the free rave.

I can't wait to be asleep in my bed with my new incenses burning, taking all my worries with the smoke.
I'm sick of looking dead and not knowing what it is like to feel well rested. Soon all my small problems will be over and ill be sitting on the 48 past bus on the way to school listening to my ipod and most likely thinking of all the things to do next holidays.

I had fun but now it is time to go back.

It was nice sleeping on the roof with only two duvets and a pillow, looking at the stars with you all night.
I didn't think I would ever find a guy that would make me feel special again until now, having somebody to get excited about waking up in the morning is doing me well. I'm still not sure if I'm glad that you told me that you liked me or not.


I really haven't been sober for more than 12hours these holidays don't quite know if this is a good thing yet. ;)

:7

LSD was nice. Hard to explain but nice.

Come back my friend

Ryan's back tomorrow and I thought my holidays couldn't get any better.
I missed you my dearest.

Oh la la

Freedom oh sweet freedom.
How I love you.
I have been a very busy bee these holidays not being bored for more than a minute.
Seeing the smiles on your perfect faces make me forget all my fears about the future.
My poor lungs, my broken heart, my abused brain my aching liver. None of these matter.
Living for here and now.
Loving forever.

Drunka and high thats not a lie

Waiting for you.

Summer my old friend.

Happy

I'm happy.
I'm hungover.
I'm tired.
Life is good.

Thank you Kasey the drinks were great and your house is beautiful!
<3

Scott's drinks

I had fun last night.
Got far too drunk but thankfully Dylan looked after me the whole night :).
Kasey's Drinks tonight should be fun.
HOLIDAYS <3