if you be my star

I'll be your sky

you can hide underneath me and come out at night

when I turn jet black and you show off your light

I live to let you shine

Tonight you told me about the first night you ever saw me. It made me sad that you had to see me with him. I know he hurts you when he tells me he loves me and It hurts you even more when I don't let you confront him but I love him too just no longer in that same familiar way.

Work and school are so tiring sometimes I really do wish I could just live off my parents forever. No education, no money, no lust for independence and freedom but this will all change tomorrow, pay day tomorrow.

Pulled in like gravity. Last post was almost a year ago today, things have changed. Stability, responsibility and love are definitely more present.