Feist remixes are surprising amazing :)

You better put the cap back on ha

10 things Capricorns hate People who waste money People who ask for loans People who do not pay back loans People who do not discipline their children Contractors that do not keep promises People who leave the cap off the toothpaste Poetry readings Being asked to be a chauffeur Being asked to leave the kids at home Bad haircuts

Droom shroom

Saturday, May 22
Mysteries of life such as love, lust, birth and rebirth will be taking your attention into the spiritual realm today. You could find yourself dramatically changing your spiritual or religious beliefs as a result of insights you gain through spiritual practices.

20th

The days get shorter and the nights get cold.

I like the autumn but this place is getting old.

18th

Does anybody else find rubber horse masks disturbing?

some lyrics aren't just words

Last night, I had a dream
We were inseparably entwined
Like a piece of rope made out of two pieces of vine
Held together, holding each other
With no one else in mind
Like two atoms in a molecule
Inseparably combined

But then I woke from the dream
To realise I was alone
A tragic event, I must admit
But let's not be overblown
I'm gonna try to ride a love song
Just a sad, pathetic moan
And maybe I just need change
Maybe I just need a new cologne

But now I look at love
Like being stabbed in the heart
You torture each other from day to day
And then one day you part
Most of the time it's misery
But there's some joy at the start
And for that, I'd say it's worth it
Just as you play the shortest sharp on me

And if love is just a game
Then how come it's no fun?
If love is just a game
How come I've never won?
I guess maybe it's possible I might be playing it wrong
And that's why every time I roll the dice
I always come undone

14th

Orange, red and brown... The prettiest time of year is well and truly here.

13th

Blissful.

7/5/10

Finally I can swallow that familiar pill and let everything fade, I had missed you old friend

6/5/10

Got off my arse and got my licence
Driving feels good.

5/5/10

As the cold comes my mind leaves.

I wont mistake problems with me as problems of you

If I had known how much she loved you

If she had told me the truth

I would never of

I'm sorry.

Frosty

Wednesdays are easy

Wednesdays are carefree

So stop worrying and hold on

That's all we ever have to do.

Sick

I know I'm getting sick when I get a full nights sleep.

Sniff

Cough

Sniff

Cough

No.

I will not listen to that voice in my head. I will not. I will.

I didn't miss

All those frosty mornings, no matter how beautiful they are oh and that stinging in my eyes begging me to just shut them.

Maybe I should let you know

How scared I am that it is all going to fall apart.

Happy

I'm happy with where I am everything seems to be falling into place not so sure about school tomorrow thoughhhh 0.o

fuck

How did I get home

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Wombat gurl

I love you :)

Past

Just read every single one of my posts... Things sure have changed.... Things sure have got better.

I love it

When you hear a song you used to love but instead of hearing the lyrics all you hear is memories.

oh

So it isn't just the year that is moving fast it's us.

#1

Mother crow
Feels no pain
Speaks no word
Speckled egg
Hatching slow
Bible black
Baby bird

One day
Fly over me

Placed you in
Flannel coat
Months fly by
Grow your bones
Feathers, skin
Bible black
By and by

You will spread your wings

One day
Fly over me

Taurus girl

Going for coffee and pool with you was nice :3 Looking forward to this weekend

Blurrrr

This year is moving too fast, so fast I can't seem to keep up. I hope I don't get left behind with only my memories to keep me company.

I'm not one for living in the past but I do seem to think about it a lot.

So don't walk away

:) Dandy Friday night. Tired, tired, tired...

I do remember

When I was crying over that girl, you took me for a walk and then up a tree because "everything is better up a tree" I want you to know I love you and I wont forget all those things you do for me :3

You mean more to me than a lot of people.

The real world

You cannot be perfect so you should leave that tooth brush where it belongs...

Gah

I really prefer my private blog... Now I'm abusing this one.

Beauty

What a waste

Slept all day! Still tired -.- FML

Coming down down down

Cleaned my room :)

Yeah you

This wasn't meant to happen but I fucking like you.

So much for staying away from people.

-.-

Winter is coming

But it's okay but there is nothing wrong with roasting in front of the fire and rapping up in knits.

Today

I am going to venture out-side. Please be a good day.

Tideland

I can now say I truly understand the movie, I can now say it is beautiful.

Bones sinking like stones

Just because you can see me doesn't been I'm really here. These days I am always gone, gone from this dull planet. Off on my own trying to make sense of everything.

Oh the things we do

But I know no matter where we end up you will be right beside me the whole way.

What would you do

The most important things in my life aren't even things they are just others. Others that remind me that I am never alone, that is probably the most scary thing that could happen. To be all alone, locked away with only your mind to try keep sanity.

Putting things off is like art

ChangeChangeChangeChangeChange

make or become different...

Finally

I am back on planet earth. Out of my system the poison flows and with each trickle the clearer I see but after days of hating the way I feel I must admit I miss that poison inside me. What is wrong with me?

;D

I was cleaning my room and found an old stash... I wont be coming to school today.

Peace

3rd

Waiting for the weekend is all I seem to do these days

New photo of me Abbey and Dim Zoo

Styrofoam

Half a bottle of Jagermeister, vodka, wine, Ben, Zenara, Ashleigh, sunshine, happiness, deep and meaningfuls, you, south African tequila shots, taylor mades, band of horses, dancing, police, Gus baby, green juice, weed, shopping, town, walking, sleep-less, hopeful, new sparks, old sparks, singing, sublime, The Gardens, Jamie pie, Abbey, rainbow paddle-pops, soccer, face masks, the river, BK, holding your hand and the rest is just a blur

260

My dials are pupilated

Anyway, no drug, not even alcohol, causes the fundamental ills of society. If we're looking for the source of our troubles, we shouldn't test people for drugs, we should test them for stupidity, ignorance, greed and love of power.

You really should watch what you say

One thing I hate more than anything on this planet is the way guys think they can talk to me. Do they think I'm a sex crazed loon? For all they know I could be asexual, not that that would stop them. Gah. Just GTFO.

End rant ;D

It was so simple in the moonlight now it's so complicated

I got a flask inside my pocket, we can share it on the train
And if you promise to stay conscious I will try and do the same
We might die from medication, but we sure killed all the pain
But what was normal in the evening by the morning seems insane

:)

Blah

Do you really expect me to spill my heat to you or is it just a scam to put bread on your table?
Neither is going to be happening.

In less than 24 hours

It will be you me and of course the boys and some mind altering substances just to keep things interesting

Listen.

"No One's Gonna Love You"

It's looking like a limb torn off
Or altogether just taken apart
We're reeling through an endless fall
We are the ever-living ghost of what once was

But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do
No one's gonna love you more than I do

And anything to make you smile
It is my better side of you to admire
But they should never take so long
Just to be over then back to another one

But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do
No one's gonna love you more than I do

But someone,
They could have warned you
When things start splitting at the seams and now
The whole thing's tumbling down
Things start splitting at the seams and now
If things start splitting at the seams and now,
It's tumbling down
Hard.

Anything to make you smile
You are the ever-living ghost of what once was
I never want to hear you say
That you'd be better off
Or you liked it that way

But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do
No one's gonna love you more than I do

But someone
They should have warned you
When things start splitting at the seams and now
The whole thing's tumbling down
Things start splitting at the seams and now
If things start splitting at the seams and now,
It's tumbling down
Hard

Friday!

Please hurry up.

Your smile makes me melt

People like you remind me that everything is always going to be okay.

Need to smile?

http://www.cardboardlove.com

you are the reason I love losing sleep

I was too tired to get up this morning but I don't mind because the night was spent with you.

2010

Last year I was excited and full of hope for the new school year I picked out my clothes for the next day and got a good nights rest. This year I went to drinks the night before didn't get home till some time this morning and couldn't careless.
Its funny how things change.

I couldn't stop if I tried

Think think thinking of you
and yes I'm still wearing your T-shirt, hoping your smell will never leave.
It wasn't meant to be like this... Or was it?


You're cute.

Picture perfect

Everybody gets to meet you tomorrow :D

Out of control

When I'm around you, texting you or even thinking about you I am most defiantly not in control.
You give me that adrenalin rush when you look at me that makes me want to stand up and scream, well I must admit I haven't felt like this in awhile.

We could just close the curtains and pretend the world doesn't exist

Just you and I spending all night either lying in my bed watching South Park or lying by the river watching the stars smoking the night away just to enjoy the sunrise together. I have never meet a boy like you. See you tonight :)

Peace

I hate people.

By this I mean people in general, why? Because you can be the nicest person in the world but people will still treat you like shit, rob your house, rape your daughter and just drive off when they run over your grandmother in the street.

Don't you just love it?

If you can't beat them join them right? I guess this means you should lock your daughter inside when I come over ;}

Ps did you know every eight seconds somebody dies because of tobacco? Gutted.

one wish

It may only be a small part of me but it feels like the biggest barrier from happiness.

I wish for good health.

Chocolate-chip cheesecake

Duuuuuuuuuuude where is my cake?

Awh

You came to see me last night and I'm sorry I was out cold, I had missed you so much. You going to Wellington for that week made me realize how much you mean to me, I just love everything about you. I'm pretty sure you will always have a place in my heart :)
Never stop being there for me, I'm going to text you now.

Amazing

Because I can

Do you ever stop and think

I did a lot of thinking when I was on the road trip, cleared my head and formed new opinions. I may not of been thinking the clearest I ever have but it felt good to just stop and take everything in.
I realized a lot of last year I was a completely different person, somebody I am glad has changed for the better but anyway thinking of my old self made me think of all the people I used to spend my time with... One person in particular... I hope every now and then you think of me too :)

Road trip

three car loads of my favourite people on this planet, a hidden lake, the new year, being completely mother fucked... That is what I call bliss.
I could not imagine a better new years and now feel refreshed and ready to try make something out of 2010.
Happpppy new years guys.