I will...

Today is going to be proactive.

I'm going to study for exams :)

Wish me luck.

Love love love

Oh, well, in five years time we could be walking round the zoo
With the sun shining down in every me and you

And there’ll be love in the bodys of the elephants tool
I’ll put my hands of your eyes, but you pick throught

And there’ll be sun, sun, sun
All over our bodys.
And sun, sun, sun
I’ll die in next
There’ll be sun, sun, sun
All over our faces
And sun, sun, sun
So, what the hell

‘cause i’ll be laughing around your silly little jokes
And we’ll be laughing about how we use to smoke
All those stupid little cigarretes and drinks to put wine
‘cause it’s what we need to have good times

But it was fun, fun, fun
When we were drinking.
It was fun, fun, fun
When we were drunk
And it was fun, fun, fun
When we were laughing
It was fun, fun, fun
Oh, it was fun.

Oh, well, i look while you’re saying: “it’s the happiest that i’ve ever been”
And i’ll say: “i love to feel that i have to be james dean”
And you say: “yeah, and i feel a pretty happy too, and i’m always pretty happy when i’m just thinking about with you”

And will be love, love, love
Love throught our bodys.
Love, love, love
All throught our minds
And will be love, love, love
All over her face
And love, love, love
All over our minds.

And i’ll remember all these moments suggesting my head
I’ll be thinking about then and there’s lying in bed
And i know that you believe that might not keeping come through
But in my mind i’m having a pretty time with you

Five years time
I might not know it
Five years time
We might not speak
And five years time
We might not care about
Five years time
We might to prove it along

Oh, there’ll be love, love, love
Wherever you go
There’ll be love, love, love

Shit

I feel like death deep fried tripping on some crazy drugs.

But I'm not complaining, as this is how I know the Holidays have began.

Pain and Suffering

I went outside for a coffee and a cigarette

I saw a pregnant spider and freaked, so I killed her with fly-spray

Then I felt horrible.

How much would It hurt to be carrying your young then to know you were dying and so were your children?

:?

Double choc-chip muffins with strawberry icing!

Tomorrow is going to be a good day I have bloody 36 muffins I just made :):):):)

Muffins and prom with the most beautiful girl.

It is going to be the best start of the holidays ever.

Might, maybe, possibly

MOVVVVVE!
TOOOOOO!
GOLDCOAST!
AUSTRALIA!
O.0

I love you too

Not that I need to tell you this.

Looking forward to dinner, cheap wine and prom on friday!

It was weird not seeing you last weekend.

<3>

You are one of the two people I tell everything and who I can be 100% myself around. We are so alike it is strange... The good kind of spieg strange not the pedo strange.

Wednesday

I had a pretty perfect day.

Ate soo much food that Kasey and Troy kindly bought.

The Gardens were really beautiful today before the rain began to bucket.

IEP was really good Andre and my Mum got on.

Tomorrow will be just as good.

:) :) :)

sorry

ha

You are pretty fucking lame girl and finally I'm done with the way you treat me
I just don't like you
Cya.

One request

You asked me not to break his heart.

Forever ago

I remember when I didn't get hangovers.
Life was good.

Friendly fires:

All I need

I am the next act waiting in the wings
I am an animal trapped in your hot car
I am all the days that you choose to ignore

You are all I need
You are all I need
I am in the middle of your picture
Lying in the reeds

I am a moth who just wants to share your light
I�m just an insect trying to get out of the night
I only stick with you because there are no others

You are all I need
You are all I need
I am in the middle of your picture
Lying in the reeds

It's all wrong
It's all right
It's all right
It's all wrong
It's all right
It's all right
It's all right

It is good to know when and where.

Last night was lovely drank(a little too much) with the boys, listened to Ryan's old mix CDs which was good for a laugh plus I got to know somebody who I had never really talked to.
But wait! It gets better, tonight I'm staying at Craig's! I do really miss him.

But In the meantime I will drink my weight in aloe juice and try get over the hangover that is having a party in my skull.

Blah blah blah I'll leave you to get back to your own exciting plans, have a beautiful weekend my friends (:

Because you are beautiful, all of you

Just the smell of the spring can make me fall in love

Love is everywhere

Think before you do

Yeah I'm not going to lie it did upset me and I think it only upset me because I wouldn't do that to you.

How much do I mean to you?

I think you should show me sometime because I haven't seen it in awhile.

Thanks

One Chance

My friends, my habits, my family,
they mean so much to me.
I just don't think that it's right.
I've seen so many ships sail in,
just to head back out again and go off sinking.

And how could you not love this? (my and Ryan's song)

ce-age heat wave, can't complain.
If the world's at large, why should I remain?
Walked away to another plan.
Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand.
I move on to another day,
to a whole new town with a whole new way.
Went to the porch to have a thought.
Got to the door and again, I couldn't stop.
You don't know where and you don't know when.
But you still got your words and you got your friends.
Walk along to another day.
Work a little harder, work another way.

Well uh-uh baby I ain't got no plan.
We'll float on maybe would you understand?
Gonna float on maybe would you understand?
Well float on maybe would you understand?

The days get shorter and the nights get cold.
I like the autumn but this place is getting old.
I pack up my belongings and I head for the coast.
It might not be a lot but I feel like I'm making the most.
The days get longer and the nights smell green.
I guess it's not surprising but it's spring and I should leave.

I like songs about drifters - books about the same.
They both seem to make me feel a little less insane.
Walked on off to another spot.
I still haven't gotten anywhere that I want.
Did I want love? Did I need to know?
Why does it always feel like I'm caught in an undertow?

The moths beat themselves to death against the lights.
Adding their breeze to the summer nights.
Outside, water like air was great.
I didn't know what I had that day.
Walk a little farther to another plan.
You said that you did, but you didn't understand.

I know that starting over is not what life's about.
But my thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud.

Is it just lust?

Well It made me think.

Today started slow, english was boring as I had already seen The Dark Night a few times before but after we watched the stupid scene where the Joker makes a pencil disappear by lodging it until some guys skull the day started to show signs of hope. I went for a sneaky smoke and then headed to the river and got lots of writing done, until Ryan text me.

I hung-out with my Ry-ry and his friends for the rest of the day which I probably shouldn't of as I lost track of time and was late to health, sorry Franfran. School finished and I went home and watched a few movies I had got out over the weekend but never got around to watching and now I'm downloading even more Modest Mouse :).

Today was a good day.

Only skin deep

Beautiful

Sunshine, sunshine.

Beautiful, beautiful day and I'm sure it will be an even better night :)

Day five of seven

Fruit and vegetable detox.

Man being vegan sucks.

Half over nowww

99.9% sure

But it never killed anybody to play pretend.

Day four of seven

The fruit and vegetable detox.

I weighed myself today and fully clothed I have lost my goal amount in just four days :).
Plus I feel really good.

I am not a bad girlfriend

Last night you text me at 1:05am saying that you had read over our old msn conversations and you said "I was a controlling, dogmatic cunt with compete lack of sense" and that if you had been me you would of told you to "fuck off".
Now I must admit that it made me feel like screaming I told you so but I didn't, maybe I should of.

I am

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Day three of seven

Fruit and vegetable detox.

Fact.

The people I surround myself with are rather amazing (:

Day two of seven

Fruit and Vegetable detox.

I feel good!

Morning beautiful

Sleep, smoke, eat and sleep some more.

Time to wake up.

Day one of seven

Fruit and vegetable detox.

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Tonight it is just me Grizzly bear and a lonely spliff oh and of course Bandito.

Love

Love is the harmony
Desire is the key
Love is the melody
Now sing it with me

Growing up

I was awoken to your alarm as you skittered around saying something about work, we went outside for a smoke and I made you a coffee before having to walk you to the orbiter stop.

Responsibilities

Responsibilities

Responsibilities

Responsibilities

Responsibilities

Happy 18th m'dear

Tonight Is going to be drunk

Yeah so what now?

Think

Think

Think

Question

Question

Question

Love

Love

Love

You

You

You

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Art gallery

This painting is really very good but only because it loves you and is proud of everything you have achieved so far and it cant wait to see what you'll do next. Its been hovering over you with the sparrows and dust and oxygen molecules your whole life. It has watched in awe while you were courageous and brave and kind when necessary even when its difficult. It has seen yoou reach the outer limits of yourself and watched in wondrous amazement as you fell from the greatest of heights loving you all the more. This painting pines for your love in return. Not in that desperate needy way but in the way you want to be pined for, like the wind for the clouds. Sadly I am the only one who can know this because of my unfortunate ability to see such things. Others will fail to see what I have. Time to observe, because as you know I will outline them and the seems unsure and distant. But still, I suppose all is not lost at least we'll always have each other.

Bandito

Off ice caving

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Ryan

Capricon

So this is who I am...

I'm young rather young actually people always seem so surprised when I tell them my age I never really got why.

I'm a pessimistic person which is something I could work on but I have always been this way and I never seem to get as let down when something doesn't go my way.

I'm pretty patient when it comes to waiting for something/somebody but I'm a lot less patient when somebody is messing me around.

I'm a grudging person and when somebody hurts me I tend to never forgive them.

I'm a fatalistic I accept that all events are inevitable but many people don't share this belief with me.

I have a few main people in my life that I love and would do anything for but I have a lot more people in my life that I just care for.

I enjoy smoking quite a bit and unless it starts to effect my health I'm happy.

I love music and my room feels empty without it. I have a couple of main bands that I will never get over and then I have bands that I like for a month or two then get over.

I love my family more than anything in the world. I couldn't live without my brothers or my parents, I wouldn't trade how close we all are for anything.

I love nature and I am constantly appreciating it.

I don't believe that humans can be 100% straight.

I am a nice person you should give me a chance as I am not a judging person.

I find personality the most attractive thing in a person.

Anyway I'm boring well done for getting this far :D

I love my brother so much

I love Ric.
It is really is stupid how much I look up to him.
He is so unreliable not to mention the fact that he is always wasted.
I really should tell him how much I care more often.
Meh thanks big bro for all the treats.

And it's fucked up

What will grow quickly, that you can't make straight
It's the price you gotta pay
Do yourself a favour and pack you bags
Buy a ticket and get on the train
Buy a ticket and get on the train

Cause this is fucked up, fucked up
Cause this is fucked up, fucked up

People get crushed like biscuit crumbs
And laid down in the bed you made
You have tried your best to please everyone
But it just isn't happening
No, it just isn't happening

And it's fucked up, fucked up
And this is fucked up, fucked up
This your blind spot, blind spot
It should be obvious, but it's not.
But it isn't, but it isn't

You cannot kickstart a dead horse
You just crush yourself and walk away
I don't care what the future holds
Cause I'm right here in your arms today
With your fingers you can touch me

I'm your black swan, black swan
But I made it to the top, made it to the top
This is fucked up, fucked up

You are fucked up, fucked up
This is fucked up, fucked up

Be your black swan, black swan
I'm for spare parts, broken up